You’ve Change my Heart... to be continue....

( Looking back, the princes "Ashy d'Minor and the whole Terropia (her world) were all vanquished because of the evil prince 'Luthor Miengoza" who wanted to take the princes as his wife. Stubbornly, the princess and the whole palace stand for their beliefs that they can win against the evil prince but they'd failed. To be able to save the princes her great mentor and a white witch teacher "Madam Rosselle" save her using her magic spell of bringing the princes into another world. Now, how will she be able to accept it and how will she discover that this world is very different to her world. ) 

While princess Ashy was at a deep sleep, in her dream she saw a huge and powerful light that covers her whole body. She felt warm inside as if like she’s burning alive. Then suddenly, she heard a voice that comforted her and gave her strength. The voice was so lovely and gentle just like a lullaby.  She couldn’t understand what the voice was saying but somehow it seems as if it was calling a name. When the voice became clearer to her she finally understood what it was saying. It said “Wake up my dear Rex….” She thought that she could be dreaming and this could be part of her dream. 

Suddenly she heard a loud splash of water and she started to feel cold. She opened her eyes and look at the surroundings but she couldn’t see anything clearer. It was just hurting her eyes the more she opens it widely. But when it gets clearer to her she saw someone by her side holding her hand.

It was an old lady, with a gentle and loving face, that seems worried about her.

She recognized the voice; it was the voice that’s inside her dream. The old woman was asking her if she’s alright and how she’s feeling. The princess still clueless about the things going on around her and start to asked herself who’s this old lady that’s talking to her. She asked the old lady “Did I know you? And who is Rex?” The old lady seems surprised about the things she asked and looked like she was going to freak out. “Vince! Come here! Please Hurry!” the old lady shouted with fear in her eyes. Then suddenly a man came rushing in and asked the old lady what was happening. “I think Rex bumped his head while taking a shower and forgets who he is! Oh God, please help our poor Rex!” the old woman exclaimed and she started to cry. The man tried to get closer to the princess but she freaked out and pushed the man very hard.

The princess gave her all strength to stand up. When she finally have stood up that’s when she noticed that she was actually naked. She shouted very loud as if it could destroy the whole place and started to run very fast. She saw an open door and hurriedly went in. Inside the room she saw a blanket and she covered herself with it. The shocked and frightened princess Ashy suddenly felt that something was wrong with her. She looked at her body and with a great surprised; she saw that her body have changed into a man’s body! She became a man!

“It can’t be real! It must be a dream! I’m just dreaming! When I close my eyes all will be going back to normal!” the princess repeatedly saying it to herself as she trying to comfort herself to this shocking event. Suddenly, the man together with the old lady came in the room. They wanted to get closer to her but she shouted at them saying “Please go away! Just leave me alone!” and she hid herself in the blanket just like a little child who’s afraid of something scary. The man held her close and said “Hey bro, let me take you to the hospital”. She eventually lost her strength and she fainted.

When she opened her eyes she saw Madam Rosselle smiling at her. The princess hugged her and said “Now, I’m finally awake.”

“No, your majesty, you’re dreaming right now” said Madam Rosselle. The princess was surprised at what Madam Rosselle had said to her. She yelled at her saying “No! Don’t talk nonsense! I’m not dreaming alright! Here with you is where I really belong!” After saying this Madam Rosselle smiled at her and touched her head. This is what she always does when the princess starts to burst out with anger. “Don’t worry my dear princess. Don’t be afraid. The world your living now is where you can be safe. This world is different from the world you had been to. And although, your body have changed you’re still our princess who have a great courage to stand on her own. And I always believe in the strength of your heart” said Madam Rosselle as her eyes sparkled like stars at night. “No! Don’t leave me here! I can’t live without you. There are so many things I want to ask you. I have to find the king and queen. What happen to Terropia? Why am I here!?” said the princess with a teary eyes. She tried to touch Madam Rosselle but she suddenly disappeared.

Then suddenly a warm and gentle touched awakens her. When she opened her eyes she saw the old lady watching over her. The old lady warmly smiles at her and hold her hand. She somehow felt at ease on that moment. “I’m glad you’re finally awake” said the old lady and hugs her tightly. A man enters the room with a big smile on his face. “Hey bro, are you finally at your old self now? I don’t want to see my little brother acting so strangely stupid anymore!” said the man. He comes closer to her and rubs her hair just like a big brother to his little brother. She felt uncomfortable with that so she pushed his hand and said “Please don’t touch me!” The man sat beside her and put his arms around her shoulder and said “Oh, now you’re acting like a girl! You’re giving me a goose bump!” and he laughed out loud. The princess was very annoyed with the man as she was trying to push the man away from her. Then she noticed that the old lady was smiling while looking at them with her teary eyes. Somehow she now understands what madam Rosselle has said to her in her dream. That her new world is not bad after all, they’re just like her family in Terropia. They are warm and she somehow feels happy inside.

About My Self

This is the first time I write something about myself. When I was first interviewed when I was applying for a job, the interviewer asked me “Tell me about yourself?”… and I was like “huh?” my mind goes blank! It’s just at that moment I had nothing to say to that person about myself and don’t know how am I going to answer it correctly.

Anyways that’s a Job Interview and I’ve learned that you should answer the interviewer properly by saying things positively. And well, you should know yourself first to be able to answer that question, or else your mind will go blank too! hehe!

Well about myself… I’ll just share some of the moments I had since I was a little. 

Before we settled here in Bulacan we were living at Kalye 4 Caloocan Quezon City, our house was just near at MCU where I’d took up my kindergarten. I became the youngest when my little brother named Jose Crisanto (JC) died when he was just an infant. I had a sister who’s five years older than me. My father then was a komiks writer and he worked as a security guard at night. We had a small store and we were living under the roof of my grandma’s place where my cousins were living as well. And we were the only INC in our family because my mother and father were just converted.

My father was the one who had taught me how to write and read… and I tell you he was a strict teacher! Well, because of that I think I’d learned fast. My first experience at school was not that great because I had few friends. The reason was that I’m timid and unsociable that time. My hobbies that time were playing LEGO, drawing anime pictures and playing “family computer” which I love playing “Tank” “Tetris” and “Mario Bro’s” (heck! I couldn’t save the princes! LOL!).

I remember some other things that standout and I will never forget. And that of course was my happy and embarrassing moments.

My happy moment was when I received my first wish gift from my auntie. And that gift was a mini bicycle “a yellow mini bicycle” that was given to me because I envied my cousins who’s playing outside riding their own bicycles. The moment I got it I didn’t remove my butt on it!

My embarrassing moments were many.

The first one was when I wet my bed because I can’t control my pee at night! *blushing!* I was embarrassed when of course there’s someone beside me and that person will getting wet as well! Believe it or not, when I was 4 yrs old and I started to learn how to pray I included that to my prayer and I asked GOD to not let me wet my bed anymore and just like a miracle the moment I’ve included that on my prayer it stopped! hehe!

Second when I was being fun of my cousins when I can’t pronounce letter “S” instead I replaced it to letter “T”, so they’ll tell me to say “Kay Susan Tayo” to make fun of me and to enjoy themselves with those stupid words!

Third was when I got hit by a tri-bike! I only got small bruises but it’s kinda weird because the man that was riding on it got strained and got more damage than I am. It was embarrassing because I remember there were many bystanders who saw that accident. It was painful and kind of scary on my part but now when I remember it I think I should be thankful that nothing bad happens to me.

Last but not least, when I was covered with “papel de hapon” by my teacher inside the toilet because I got uncontrollable bowel movement that time! My sister was laughing at me when she sent me home and my mother was laughing as well! They did not stop until they’re satisfied.

When we moved here in Gumaok San Jose del Monte Bulacan, I was 6 or 7 years old then. I continued my studies in grade 2 in Francisco Homes Learning Academy which was a private school but due to financial problem we had I transferred in Gumaoc Elementary School which was a public school when I was in grade 3 until I graduated in grade 6. In high school I was transferred again in Francisco Homes Learning Academy that’s now known as “The First City Providential College”.

During that time we had tough times because we moved in Bulacan and my father has to look for another job. But still we’re happy because we’ve got our own house and I got new friends.

Happy moments here in Bulacan were I finally can play outside and I got new friends and playmates in the neighbourhood. We had a big backyard and playground where we were playing “Shato”, “Batohang Bola”, “Bahay-bahayan”, “Taguan Pong”, “Mataya-taya” , “Taguang Shinelas” and a lot more. But my favorite was when we’re cost playing and we were playing the role of our favorite anime character. I remember my character were always a boy “Prince Zagato” of Magic Knight RayEarth, “Kenshin Himura” of Samurai X, and “Dennis” of Ghost Fighter. I really love it thou. hehe!

I don’t know why but I’m not “kikay” before as I am today! I don’t like wearing dress and don’t even know how to tie my hair properly that’s why my mother always cut it shortly. And I was playing basketball with my grandpa and he always became a loser at the end of the game! Well, I think those were just childish things I love before and that’s nothing to do with my gender.

But that time I was “Lampa”! Whenever I ran and played outside I always got bruises when I got home. I remember one time when I got big wound on my left knee when I fell down on my bicycle that runs out of control. I was afraid to tell it to my mother and father because I knew they’ll just get angry at me so I decided to hid it and I managed to hid it from them for about 3 days. I was the one who’s curing it by means of herbal medicine. I was applying “dahon ng kutsay?” I don’t know if it’s the right name but it was like a grass. I’d learned that it could heal because I saw my neighbourhood applying it to their wounds. I covered my wounds with a handkerchief just pretending I love tying handkerchief on my knee but then one of my playmates discovered it and told my sister about it. Well, of course my parents eventually will know it. I was nervous, afraid and don’t want to go home that time… because I know they’ll got angry at me especially my father who hates seeing me got bruises and wounds on my body. In the end, I was scolded by them but I got a proper treatment and my wound healed faster.

My elementary days in Gumaoc Elementary School was great because of my friends whose always their to make me happy. We were playing after school and had a lot of funny moments together. We had a meeting place then and that place was breath taking for me before! It was near to a farm where we sat on the grass and had our picnic there. There was a river that we could soak our feet and we could get tadpoles living there. I wonder why I hate tadpoles now when I was I actually playing them before. Maybe I realized just now that they’re not cute after all! LOL! I never told my parents about that place and I even lied to them that I’ll go somewhere else when I’ll just went there to play with my friends.

I was actually an entrepreneur that time when I was selling my drawings to my classmates just only for 5 pesos per picture. I drew anime pictures which I copied from playing cards or also called “Teks!” that time which has many anime pictures. I also love playing “Teks game” but I always lost from my friend “ToTo” when he always beats me and took away all my playing cards at the end of our game! I’m “Teks loser!”! LOL!!!

When I went to high school there’s nothing much fun to tell because it was a bit serious and it was the time when I making myself used to being a teenager. It was kinda hard for me at first to get out from my childish attitude or ways but I successfully done it well. High school life for me became fun when I met my two best friends “Diandlee and Aj”. They both share happy memories and they put smile on my face. I think my third and forth year on high school were the year I love the most and the year I met many wonderful person.

Believe it or not my love life on high school was “Empty”! I don’t why but I never thought of things that normal high school girl would thought of. What I mean was having a boy close to you or simply a boyfriend. It’s not that boys never crossed my path it’s that I was not really that matured enough to get into a relationship with the opposite sex. I was more of studying, being with my girl friends and fulfilling my church duties. And when a guy was courting me I really don’t know that he was actually courting me! For me it’s like he was naturally kind to me and it feels like he was just one of my friends. I didn’t thought that guys were acting kind just to a girl they want. And when I became matured of that thing I realized that having someone when you’re not on a certain age or you’re not ready enough to have a relationship with someone will just make you’re life miserable. I guess I have that way of thinking because there are lots of story around me and their story been all the same. I mean many teenagers today were just having life they haven’t prepared of because they went into an early relationship. It just I realized that if you went into that kind of serious relationship you have to prepare yourself first because it would be to late to turn back time and to late for you to correct your mistakes.

That’s why now when I think of it. I think I should be glad that I survived my teenager days that I able to focus more on my studies and career. Though I never experience a “teenager’s adventures life” I am thankful that “I have no regrets” and I think I should be glad about that.

Now as a college student I’m still struggling for lot more of things. My only regret now is that I failed to choose the right course for me in college. But life teaches me a lesson of searching the things I really love to do the most but sadly that until now I haven’t found those things yet. I think I’m still in the process of knowing myself more and learning more things about life… but one thing is for sure that if I’ll able to find it I’ll be happy for the rest of my life because these things are priceless and only few can have it. 

Right now I could say that I'm happy. Although I won't able to finish my course in College =( ... well still looking forward to finish it... but I always thank GOD for giving me many opportunities in life. I had experienced working with 3 different companies and I will proudly say that it made me stronger and prepared me to become more competent on my future career. Now, I'm looking forward, to my next job experience and hopefully I'll be able to find a job that I'll be successful at and I'll love.

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“Well, for me the important thing I had learned in life is that everyday life teaches you a different story. And it’s the matter of learning the values of that story. Be able to prepare of what’s ahead of you and be tougher as life will continue to give you new things you’ll have to learn. It just have to sink into “your heart and mind” because GOD gave you both for you to decide for your own future. It’s just how you choose the right one and to know that everyday you’re living a better life you’re happy and proud of.”

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You’ve Change my Heart

Terropia is a country in unknown world ruled by King Rassle d’Minor and Queen Lien d’Minor. They have only daughter named Princess Ashy d’Minor. She is very popular in her country. And all man can’t take their eyes off her because she is exceptionally beautiful young woman that possesses great talent and skills. However, she is rude, selfish and proud to herself because of all the things she has. Everyday she receives extravagant gifts from her suitors but she doesn’t seem to care. She just ignoring all of her gifts and let her slaves takes them all or even throws it out where she cannot see it. She doesn’t want to give her heart to any guy and doesn’t want to meet them at all. The king and queen can’t do anything but to always support their daughter and give what she wants. They don’t want to put sadness in the face of their beautiful daughter. They already accepted the fact that no man can be suited for their daughter because she is almost perfect.

Princess Ashy d’Minor has a great teacher whom she really admires a lot. She is Madam Rosselle who is talented and known for her powerful magic. Only she can tame the angry princess when she gets upset and the only person who can make the princess smile. She is like a second mother to her. Princess Ashy is spending more time with her than her mother that’s why even the queen sometimes gets jealous when the princess lovingly talks about her kind teacher.

One day a dark prince named Prince Luthor Miengoza from a far away land who is known for his black magic fell in love to princess Ashy. He wants her so bad to be his queen. The other suitors of the princess were all scared of him that they can’t even fight back to this devilish prince even some of them got tortured and killed. At first he is sending extraordinary gifts that even the princess herself is amaze. Lately, the dark prince decided to confront the princess to formally court her but he only received humiliation from the princess. With great anger he gave the princess three days to make up her mind or else he will destroy her country and kill them all.

Terropia is in a great plague that only the princess can save them all from the dark prince. However, the princess stubbornly rejected all of their advices to marry the dark prince and still decided to reject him rudely. The king and queen don’t know what to do and what plan to take to be able to save their loving daughter and all the citizens in Terropia. They want to save Terropia but they also don’t want their daughter to suffer by marrying a bad prince that can ruin their daughters’ life forever.  They seek for great advice in all of the great sorcerers but they all saying the same thing “Let the princess marry the dark prince or we all going to die!” 

Three days had passed. The dark prince came back with a devilish smile on his face. “Where is the princess?” said the dark prince with a loud voice that echoed to the entire place. All the citizens of Terropia were afraid and they were all praying that the princess will make a good choice that can save them all. However, the king and queen together with their great warriors decided to courageously fight the dark prince and let the princess hide somewhere with Madam Rosselle. The kingdom chooses to save the princess and fight the evil prince because they don’t want their country to be ruled by him someday so they all stood for the good of their country not thinking of any danger that lies ahead. “If you want to take our princess you have to kill us all first!” they all insisted with a brave heart.  “You are all fool!” said the evil prince angrily as he cast off a powerful black magic that awaken his dark and powerful warriors to kill and destroy them all.

After a bloody fight, suddenly there was a great flash of thunder that roared outside the palace and a huge black hole that engulfs them all into darkness. All the people in Terropia were vanquished!

Princess Ashy survives that incident with the help of her loving teacher, Madam Rosselle. To be able to save the princes she needs to use a very powerful magic that can even cost her own life. She puts the princess into deep sleep and utters spell at front of an enchanted door. This door leads into another world and time that even she cannot tell where. While Madam Rosselle was uttering a powerful magic spell deep in her heart she was crying. She didn’t want to be parted with Princess Ashy because for her she was also like her own daughter. When she finally completed the magic spell she kissed princess Ashy on her forehead saying goodbye to her and pushes her inside the enchanted door. After that Madam Rosselle fell on the floor and died.

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