"The Reality"…. you have the right to "believe it or not"… but it remains true.

LONELINESS

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Sometimes there was a moment in our life that we felt emptiness inside. We started to look back at our happy memories just trying to get out of that emptiness we were feeling inside. When we were alone that emptiness inside our hearts will make harder for us to bear and that’s when we seek of some ways to release it in a way we knew. Some uses the effect of alcohols and drugs to erase for a moment the things bugging their minds and they don’t care of the bad effects it will bring them later. Some seek for companions and friends to make them forget the loneliness that’s creeping up inside their hearts. For some who just kept it inside and tried to bear it alone was ended up losing their minds and some of them choose to end their lives forever. And to someone who knows the power of prayer they use it to release their emptiness in unforeseen forces that they know will give them faith and hope and this will be sort of remedy for them.

As a human being we can’t hide the fact that we can’t escape loneliness whatever we do. As long as we’re here on earth we will be experiencing it no matter how we run from it. We all end up of suffering things and feeling things we don’t want to feel. Happiness here on earth is just temporary relief and we all seek for happiness just to endure the loneliness we feel inside. Being empty and lonely is just having a deadly disease that no matter what we do or money we spend to cure it the result was still the same. We can’t escape it! We just can’t do anything! And we have to accept it!

Some people try their best to gain power and money to buy happiness. For them, being weak and poor is the main source of loneliness and emptiness in life. So they cover themselves with money, they buy themselves all the luxury they want, they go everywhere in the world and they treat themselves delicious food just to escape from it. But why people tend to not be satisfied at the things he has in life? We end up of seeking for more things. Just like a child who wants to buy a new toy but when he finally have bought it he will just ended up losing interest to it and will just throw it away. Or just like a man and woman who were at first in love with each other but ends up hurting and forgetting their love for each other in a first place. It defines only that satisfaction here on earth is like a mist that suddenly disappears or like a shadow that just appearing at night and just a food we’re taking and digesting everyday. It’s there for a moment but suddenly will be gone like it just passes by. Money and power is no different because it only be find here on earth because when we die, all that we had posses will be gone with us and will be for nothing.

That’s the reality of life here on earth. We cannot find true happiness and satisfaction because we are made to seek for more and even to ruin things we have. We are bound to suffer and we all end up suffering forever. So you are fooling yourself thinking you can escape from it because of the things you have, though you’re rich or poor, weak or strong, wise or dumb we all be suffering and will ending up the same thing. Death!

Yes, “We all gonna die” and “We made to die”. Even the scientist doesn’t know why people die, though they’re highly intellectual people. Some people die young, and some people die very old. And we all die in different circumstances, some die in an accident, some in deadly diseases, some in depression, some in hunger, some kill them for some reason or no reason at all and others just ended their lives themselves. We will be going to experience death no matter what we do and whatever we posses, the fact that death will hunt us someday will always be there. We can’t hide from it and we can’t escape it as long as we’re living.

Planning to live on Mars? Well, go on. You’re just one of insane people who were living in their fantasy. Even Lord Jesus Christ didn’t escaped from the power of death, although he is powerful enough to fight it, he accepted it and faced it.

 But did you know... that DEATH is not the end of suffering. It’s just the beginning…

Though I see sunset... Others may seeing sunrise....

                                                       

My memories...

 

As I looked at my old pictures, I feel happy inside. I knew that I couldn’t turn back the time when the pictures were taken. But those pictures were evidence that I’ve been on a certain moment that I’m with that person and I will always have that kind of feeling inside that I could never be erased. Sometimes I can’t help wondering and ask myself where they’re now. I want to know if they’re still the same person I’d met before or they’ve change. And if they can still remember the things we’ve been through or they’ve already forgotten it. No matter what, they will always be part of my memory.

All the people that passed into my life had taught me some of important lessons that I’ll never forget. They've taught me how to laugh, to cry, to love and to believe. Some of them gave me hope and courage and some them gave me bitterness and heartaches. Whatever it was I’ve got from them, the result was for me to learn what life really was all about. As life continues, I also will continue to meet new people that will be part of my life. But never will they be the same as the people I knew before. We are all unique and I knew it, but sometimes I just couldn’t help myself to compare them and look to some of the same qualities they also might have. The same feeling when I’m with that person and the same happiness I felt before. But no matter how I looked at it, the fact that people are all different still remains. They just different… and we all are.

 

I can’t help thinking why people tend to go on a separate ways.  I mean, why can’t we keep them to ourselves and always be by our sides. Why they can’t stay longer and why we have to lose them. And suddenly they’ll just be a plain memory. Why sometimes we can’t bring back the old times we’re happy together. Why we can’t just keep the things we wanted to. It’s just like water in our hands we can feel it but we can’t hold it longer.

Now, I realized to not give all my heart on loving the person I met, in the belief that they’ll just be gone and I know eventually they will. Maybe I just don’t want to be hurt and don’t want to feel lonely when I miss them. I already accept the fact that people come and go in my life and I will always have to move forward.

Although they become just a part of my memory I will never forget that I’d met them. They put colors in my life and made me who I am now. And they will always be inside my heart just like my old photographs that whenever I feel lonely, when I looked at it, it will ease my loneliness and make me feel happy.

You’ve Change my Heart

Terropia is a country in unknown world ruled by King Rassle d’Minor and Queen Lien d’Minor. They have only daughter named Princess Ashy d’Minor. She is very popular in her country. And all man can’t take their eyes off her because she is exceptionally beautiful young woman that possesses great talent and skills. However, she is rude, selfish and proud to herself because of all the things she has. Everyday she receives extravagant gifts from her suitors but she doesn’t seem to care. She just ignoring all of her gifts and let her slaves takes them all or even throws it out where she cannot see it. She doesn’t want to give her heart to any guy and doesn’t want to meet them at all. The king and queen can’t do anything but to always support their daughter and give what she wants. They don’t want to put sadness in the face of their beautiful daughter. They already accepted the fact that no man can be suited for their daughter because she is almost perfect.

Princess Ashy d’Minor has a great teacher whom she really admires a lot. She is Madam Rosselle who is talented and known for her powerful magic. Only she can tame the angry princess when she gets upset and the only person who can make the princess smile. She is like a second mother to her. Princess Ashy is spending more time with her than her mother that’s why even the queen sometimes gets jealous when the princess lovingly talks about her kind teacher.

One day a dark prince named Prince Luthor Miengoza from a far away land who is known for his black magic fell in love to princess Ashy. He wants her so bad to be his queen. The other suitors of the princess were all scared of him that they can’t even fight back to this devilish prince even some of them got tortured and killed. At first he is sending extraordinary gifts that even the princess herself is amaze. Lately, the dark prince decided to confront the princess to formally court her but he only received humiliation from the princess. With great anger he gave the princess three days to make up her mind or else he will destroy her country and kill them all.

Terropia is in a great plague that only the princess can save them all from the dark prince. However, the princess stubbornly rejected all of their advices to marry the dark prince and still decided to reject him rudely. The king and queen don’t know what to do and what plan to take to be able to save their loving daughter and all the citizens in Terropia. They want to save Terropia but they also don’t want their daughter to suffer by marrying a bad prince that can ruin their daughters’ life forever.  They seek for great advice in all of the great sorcerers but they all saying the same thing “Let the princess marry the dark prince or we all going to die!” 

Three days had passed. The dark prince came back with a devilish smile on his face. “Where is the princess?” said the dark prince with a loud voice that echoed to the entire place. All the citizens of Terropia were afraid and they were all praying that the princess will make a good choice that can save them all. However, the king and queen together with their great warriors decided to courageously fight the dark prince and let the princess hide somewhere with Madam Rosselle. The kingdom chooses to save the princess and fight the evil prince because they don’t want their country to be ruled by him someday so they all stood for the good of their country not thinking of any danger that lies ahead. “If you want to take our princess you have to kill us all first!” they all insisted with a brave heart.  “You are all fool!” said the evil prince angrily as he cast off a powerful black magic that awaken his dark and powerful warriors to kill and destroy them all.

After a bloody fight, suddenly there was a great flash of thunder that roared outside the palace and a huge black hole that engulfs them all into darkness. All the people in Terropia were vanquished!

Princess Ashy survives that incident with the help of her loving teacher, Madam Rosselle. To be able to save the princes she needs to use a very powerful magic that can even cost her own life. She puts the princess into deep sleep and utters spell at front of an enchanted door. This door leads into another world and time that even she cannot tell where. While Madam Rosselle was uttering a powerful magic spell deep in her heart she was crying. She didn’t want to be parted with Princess Ashy because for her she was also like her own daughter. When she finally completed the magic spell she kissed princess Ashy on her forehead saying goodbye to her and pushes her inside the enchanted door. After that Madam Rosselle fell on the floor and died.

To be continued ..... Read My Next Post ....

The Meaning Of Education

Education has a lot of meanings but only you who can put meaning to it. If for you education is like a jewel. It is! If for you it is like a trash. It is really going to be a trash. One thing is for sure, that education is just like a clay. You can make it to whatever you want it to be. You can make a great statue out of it or make it just a simple rock. Whatever it is, it depends on you.

Here’s some of my list about the meaning of education for me.

Ø     Education is like an introduction of every book that describes the content before you read it. You already have an idea of what it’s all about but still don’t understand how it’s going to end.

Ø     Education can’t be seen in your diploma or medals you have had achieved. Well, it’s actually can’t be seen by our naked eye.

Ø     Education is like a key. It fits your own future.

Ø     Education is like reading book with thousand pages that after reading it you did not understand the content until you have read it all over again.

Ø     Education is like vegetables. Only few people enjoy it.

Ø     Education is important only to a person who will use it.

Ø     Education can’t only be found inside the classroom and can’t only be given by teachers. Sometimes the best education can find outside where it teaches you what life really is all about and how can you handle things on your own. The truths about education can be seen the way you want it to see.

Ø     Educated people could boost their diploma and awards they have received. Well, they really should be proud of it. But it doesn’t mean they’re different and doesn’t mean they’re the best!

And here’s how I see education nowadays…

Nowadays, education is important because when you’re an educated person people would automatically respect you. You will get a good job and will pay high.

Unfortunately, only few people can get education because of poverty. Parents can’t support their children’s education even they want it too bad. It’s the reason why some children pay less attention in education because they think only rich people can afford it. Therefore, nowadays, education is simply a money matter. Although it’s important but the reality of how can you afford it is a different matter.

In my point of view, no matter how tougher it is to achieve, you shouldn’t lose hope. You, yourself, can only find a solution to that problem. Determination and eagerness to achieve one’s goal is the key to your success. So don’t just wish for luck to come into you because only you can make it happen.